BEEN ON REPEAT FOR THE LAST WEEK ITS JUST LIKE NOSTALGIA ALL OVER AGAIN
Dear God….thank you for this beautiful life and forgive me if I ever forget to love it enough
this past week has been very interesting for me. i found out some new things about myself. also found out some new things about some people, but i dont judge so i really dont care. i have been making changes as of late and im starting to see things in a new light. i still slightly an ass hole i dont think there is any help for my smart ass mouth. so i closed a chapter in my life with a certain someone for a while, because it was for the best. she needs time to get over me (not being cocky or anything im just saying) and discover a common ground where she can talk to me without all those emotions. i told her last time we was together that was gonna be it and i try to be a man of my word, so there was nothing i could do about the situation she presented me with. then there is another one its only been like 2 months so some things i she did kind of scared me away, because i was like nah you shouldnt be tripping over little things already we still figuring each other out forreal. so i just distanced myself from her. we’re like complete strangers now, but hey i aint gone stress because it wasnt even that serious forreal. but FYI im not a player or anything i just see it as i can talk to whoever i want to unless i am in an official relationship or really really deep into it with a female. but last night it was brought to my attention that i should set boundaries before i let ppl get emotionally attached to me because ppl be feeling one way and i dont be knowing. i mean if you like me more than a friend why not just say something i mean worst thing can happen is i screenshot you and fry your ass LOL, but seriously worst thing i can do is be like i dont like you like that. i am the caring type dont get me wrong, but you wont catch me falling in love with someone that i havent known for at least a year plus. i might throw it around when im messing with ppl and ish like that. i have only loved 3 girls in my lifetime. but thats a diff subject forreal. but this new path im on is pretty chill, there is a lot more me time, i figure if you want to hear from me you have my # and if im hitting you up you have some significance in my life. but thats is about all i have to share so peace love and happiness ppl
Super Rich Kids
Well I swear it wasn’t suppose to be like this, but yea that’s where I have ended up. The other night made that truly evident to me, I have never ever had that happen before. Guess there really is a 1st time for everything. I had to stop and realize what I had just said. One more time around and i will not fuck this one up.